GNOSIS: A HANDBOOK TO BEING ALL YOU CAN BE
Conscious Love a divine godly relationship…
Cutting your losses…karma is at work
God-Sins/Egos and Bill Gates-Viruses are they the same…?
Healing old wounds…Yours or the couples
How did we get to this point of evil, narcissism and lack of love?
It is a man’s world so no wonder 80% of it is narcissistic.
Women as receptive and sensual with Man as sexual, aggressive, and
narcissistic.
Narcissism and its’ evolution via the family
Mars and Venus: when soul-mates find each other
Reminders for the Advanced soul
Tantric Sex and the Ancient Art of Dissolving Egos as a Couple
This book is about us, all of us and of those that we only imagine to be our angelic hierarchies that watch over us, for few of us have had the ecstasy to be conscious after having interfaced with them. Many of us do not want to interface nor communicate with them, and a few of us do not even want to think that they exist. Just because we do not believe something, does not mean that it is not true.
God is everywhere and is everything, known as 'Love'.
We have all heard that said before, but what does it really mean? God is Love we are told, but then what is Love? God, Love, thus the chicken and the egg routine, or a paradox that gives us a headache and turns us away from it all.
God is Love that is unconditional in beauty, truthful in all manners and conscious of the justice of it all.
God is not wrathful, God does not have favorites, nor is impudent of anything. God is our creator having made the cosmos of Love, balanced energies with a few cosmic 'rules of the game'. Life is a beautiful game that some say is hide and seek with God; we just don't like to admit it as such.
God did not create war, destruction nor evil, God made cosmic rules of balance and we did the rest with the transformation of those energies, for the good and for the not so good of life. And, just as God has many facets to us, each one of us has our own 'soul growth' facet at a different level. We cannot all be in University or Kinder-garden at the same time.
To this end we have written this book that you now anticipating to 'devour' with keenness, in Five parts and some tables. This will allow each one to go into that section which seems the most appropriate, for further investigation. Let your intuition be your guide as to where you want to start.
Each part is a whole unto itself, and is not necessarily put in any order, other than that which we had it pouring out of us as we sat at the laptop and watched our fingers fly across the keyboard. There is a psychological/spiritual section; a section on the higher knowledge or science of ourselves aka 'Gnosis'; a religious section on Jesus the Christ and other ascended masters; a philosophical section (one with humor on our anthropology, or the 'game plan' if you will); and one on fixing it all.
Psychology is scientific and spirituality is not. Spirituality is about our soul and psychology is not. But, when we merge the two, when we go back over the formation of either group, and bring into it the equations the other groups via 'Gnosis', then we start to see our own, inner gnosis and what all this beautiful stuff means. For it is beautiful as it was sent by God and God is everywhere and everything with Love.
During your reading you will find out things about our inner workings that you did not know, that you did not know. You will be amazed, amused and enlightened. Just what life is all about and you may also find out why we are here. There maybe a few tears along the road, but, most importantly you will find that God does in fact exist. That God is in fact everywhere and everything. And, that there is only four words needed to describe God:
Truthful, Conscious, Unconditional LOVE.
L I F E
G O D
V
E
Looks like God intersecting with Love is Life going forward, from the Id.
This book is dedicated to my father who was the greatest example of God (truthful, conscious and unconditional Love) I have yet to meet and to my mother who is the greatest example of Venus.
It is dedicated to my daughter Samantha for choosing me as her Dad and for being a spiritual teacher and student.
To my many friends, alive and dead who have given me so much to live for in this wonderful journey of life (and they still do weather in the here and now or from beyond), from kind words and deeds, to some of the greatest esoteric encounters.
But most of all to that' Lady of unconditional Love', who shared a cosmic dance with me and we found 'God Itself' together. I call her Venus (after my own mother’s ways), and I know that she did incarnate and manifest Venus here and now. From the bottom of my exalted heart and from the universal energy flowing through my soul, I know her as my true soul mate.
I thank her as I would thank God for all that they have taught.
Love, unconditional, conscious and truthful.
May we all, always help and need to help each other and mankind.
Namaste and God forever.
Edward the Guardian
Earl the defender
Kemp the fighter
As defined by Oxford dictionary: ‘Investigation, knowledge, especially a higher knowledge of spiritual things’. Coined by the Gnostics of biblical time, today it is used more loosely to mean, knowledge, truth of spiritual matters of all religions, cultures and people. When married to anthropology it becomes the study of, the evolution of, that knowledge. Remember to be careful with words, as your egos can use it to fool you into thinking it means one thing, when in reality something else was meant. Neuro-linguistics explains the problems with words. Investigate the word for yourself and decide what it means to you.
A good starting point to help answer this question is in the books of Samael Aun Weor father of contemporary Gnosis, as well as in the teachings/ readings of Edgar Cayce in his capacity to see into the other dimensions and thus into the energies that surround us. Of course there are dozens and dozens of books and websites that will give you glimpse into where we have our origins, but for all intense purposes we need to focus on the here and now, with the minimum realization that we are souls and are reborn many times on earth, we are not just here today and gone tomorrow. This gnosis well help us to act and react better to all of life's challenges.
Hopefully the first answer for all of us is ‘being happy and having fun’, for all work and no play makes us a sour lot. With all the problems that exist throughout humanity we need to know that we are at least on a path to enlightenment and that we are focusing on and improving on our strengths which in and of itself will weaken our ‘challenges’ that we have.
The bottom line for most is that we are trying to consciously awaken our souls to know God and be ‘God-like’. While most of the work is already done inside us, we need to tap into that energy flow known as ‘Chi’ (Ying-Yang) so that we can wake it up and be all that we can be in this life. Let your intuition be your guide and let your soul feed on the Gnosis contained herein. Be careful as you start to starve off the egoic mind for they (the egos therein) may get even hungrier than before and want to take over more then they already have.
Some say to ‘hell’ in a hand-basket, but why focus on the challenges, unless we really know ourselves and where we are from and what really makes us tick and do the things we do, they will just aggravate our 'narcissistic egos'. We can only face challenges when we have the strength and energy source to do so. It would be better to state that we are heading toward total enlightenment and consciousness, so that we may complete our mission and attain the Gnosis of all that we set out to attain.
That is to say that we should focus on our strengths while, being conscious of our weaknesses, and transmute all the energies within us, into that which we really are, loving souls. We have been here before and done this and done that, but never from the point that we are now. Things are both vertical and horizontal in life and it is up to each of us to find that spot where we are and the where we need to be. This is best and easiest done with our mission in life at least partly mapped out, for if you want to go to New York from London, you don't want to end up in Tokyo first.
Our mission is already inside of us as we set it up before our soul took the body we are in, now all we need do it wake up to it. While this is a matter that is individual in focus, it is also the point that is the most common for all of us to head towards as real 'Love' (God to us that is lived with truth, consciousness and is unconditional) is always the answer, but we more often than not forget how to formulate the question.
What is my mission in life and what are some of my sub goals.
P.S. a place to start is if you said a goal of mine in life is to be happy, you already have a challenge, as, if you are not happy now then when will you be. Sort of Zen like, but all the motivational speakers and psychologists will tell you it should be here and now.
To my divine mother Kundalini also known as Venus, Mary, Maya and all her
daughters, before, now, and in the future. To my eternal and that ½ of my
internal feminine aspect, especially my soul mate(s).
I apologize for the males and male energies of all times, for their trespasses
committed and their lapses in manners and conduct. It is totally unacceptable.
I just found out (oh boy was I asleep) how pathetically we have really been
treating you. This realization has made me sick (physically and mentally) and I
sincerely seek your forgiveness from all of us and (atonement) through
repentance. There is no excuse for the way we have treated you and, from what I
understand, still do. There is no reason for anything but unconditional love,
unselfish sharing and total caring for who and what you are, Goddess in
creation.
For so many years, lives, and aeons, we have done you all so very wrong abusing
you one way or another, consciously or not (no excuse will ever be acceptable
here), and have in fact fueled the fire that retarded humanity's advancement to
total enlightenment. We did evil, because we have been absent of guilt. We did
evil because we have been absent of God within us, for all evil is, is the
absence of a Love that is truthful, conscious and unconditional, aka God.
If some of us do in fact feel guilty then this is a good sign that we are not entirely evil, that there is some consciousness within.
No more, I promise in the name of
God which is in the name of real, true, pure Love.
From the wholeness of my soul and with all the life force that flows through
me, I/we will communicate the reverence and respect that we have for you all
and we will thus start the process of atonement. While JC has already forgiven
us of our trespasses, we must take stock and be conscious of what we have done
in order to be forgiven of our transgressions. No matter what has happened in the
communications of women to men, there is never a justification for any manner
that is not divine, godly or pure loving from us to you.
As of now all of this will change in the name of all
that we hold sacred.
From now on we will respect you all with the utmost adoration for the giving,
nurturing energy of the universe that you are.
From now on we will revere your souls more than we do our own, in hopes of atoning for at least some of what we have done, hopefully for it all.
From now on we will extol all the virtues of what your womanhood means to the Enlightenment of Humanity.
From now on we will keep you on a pedestal so that you can see from up high that we are genuine in our reverence to you and that we really understand and believe we (you and us) are the same all around.
The shapes may differ from life to life, but the soul is
still the same. It will further protect you and allow those that are not pure
of heart to never get near you again and do wrong unto you.
We have such corrupted minds and thoughts that lead us constantly into the
abyss and as we are quick minded, devious and evil, it is easy for anyone to be
caught in our traps. I guess that we just could not dis-entangle ourselves from
our animal behavior of power of the strongest and thus the greed for that
power, over anything, seemingly weaker, especially innocent and pure of energy
from the heart (that is extolled, represented and 'just is' by you ladies).
That we could control and manipulate you with our fear mongering, whether it was
active or passive, obvious or not; it was there, is there but I / We promise it
will be removed, we will become conscious of all that we have done unto you.
THE BEAUTY OF THE UNIVERSE IS WHAT YOU ALL REPRESENT,
SO THERE IS NO REASON UNDER THE SUN TO MAKE IT UGLY... ALL WE NEED DO IS TO
BASK IN ITS ENERGY, ITS' LIGHT, ITS' UNCONDITIONAL, TOTALLY PURE, HARMONIC
DANCING, LOVE...
NAMASTE TO ALL OF YOU... YESTERDAY, TODAY AND ALWAYS FOREVER...
I was born to live life, which is love. Therefore
I was born to live love. I have been looking for it always, and from what I
have found, I have been looking in all the wrong places. Yet I was not able to
look elsewhere, I was frozen by my father's egos which you have inside of you.
Why did I think that you could bring me love, when
in fact I did not really love myself? Why did I think that you learned from
your mother what love really is, when in fact my mother did not really teach
me? Why did I think you learned from your father when he did not respect women,
because he really did not respect himself?
I am really sorry to have put this burden on you. I am sorry that you do not
realize that you do not know what love is. I know what it is not, and that is
what we have been doing together. All I understand that with love there is life
and life is respect and reverence for it and each other above all else.
I am sorry that I did not teach you enough by the fact that I did not love
myself enough and just accommodated myself to you and your way for security. I
am so insecure as I was parented that way. I am so afraid to be alone, poor,
without, that I let myself fall asleep to life, thinking I was doing it for
love, when in fact love had no place in it at all. I was never told of my soul
and how to germinated and nurture it. If I tell you that I love you, but I do
not respect myself, it means that I really fear you as I do not respect myself.
I want, so I say those words for I do not know what love is. My soul needs, but
I have not been conscious of it. If I accommodate you, it means I sell myself
short for what I believe to be security, safety and three meals a day. I do not
want to be a harlot, I became one by default of my upbringing, of not being
parented and nurtured correctly.
I never knew a love that is divine to
start, love from God or that universal energy. I forgot the reverence for life,
my life, my offspring's life and thus your life as well. I fell into the abyss
and could not find my way out. I always was awaiting a white knight to save me
and those that came and got too close I chased them away out of fear, and those
that did not come too close knew that I was not ready as I did not love myself.
I did not set out not to love, and sometimes I believe that I really do love,
but without the love of God or that universal energy, without the love for
myself in the ways of respect and caring of myself, how can I say that I love.
Love is conscious, love is the truth no matter what, love is
unconditional. Who taught me? Who
taught them and so on? Did somebody miss something somewhere?
I should have known that just because that my mother did something in a certain
way, or that your father did something in a different way etc. that it did not
make it right; it did not make it divine. I should have known that divine love
is innate in all of us and it is up to us to live it, to be it. After all it is
life.
So please forgive me for all that I have done up
to now, for my lack of respect and reverence for myself and therefore for
others. From now I will live my life based on the divine love from God, the
universal energy, respect of myself and thus for others; reverence for every
life that is. This will be done by the fact that I will be more conscious of
myself and secure in the fact that as God feeds all the non-humans, why should
I fear that he would not feed me? And what does God feed us but Love, real and
pure forever.
I promise to dissipate the fear that has keep me frozen with in-action; in
disrespect, in 'sleep mode' to make the pain go away. I will embrace the pain
that I have caused to others and myself and by really loving, divinely,
consciously and respectfully, I will make restitution for all and any selfish,
unconscious acts towards you.
As love is life and life is love, respect and reverence for both is of the
utmost importance to all beings. If I should slip, please lend me a hand, for
you are stronger than me and I do love you, even though I am only learning
about it all, as Love is innate in me as a child bearer. Please work with me on
all this so that we can share that road less traveled together, healing one and
all, without selfish considerations, for the atonement of our souls. If you
watch over me, and I you, then we are in communion with the Divine.
I know that I have a powerful energy (known as Kundalini) that you need to live
your life to the fullest, and I know that you have that same powerful energy.
By making our love Divine then we will have fused our energies and, by osmosis,
we will become that love which we seek.
While you may have in the past miss-used and
abused that energy, I apologize for not having been assertive in making sure
that it is worked with and used properly. You may have felt the need to attain
this energy via other means or from younger and younger females, knowing that
the more innocent the energy the stronger and more powerful it can be. And I
know that this type of energy does not last, for the fire is quickly
extinguished when it not kept fueled with Divine love. And I know that you may
have gone through one then another then another, all to no avail for it never
was Divine, only egoic.
I promise you my Divine love that is
un-extinguishable; for it is based in that single spark of essence we all have
inside of us. I have learned the hard way through traumas with other males in
my life, through abuses of all kinds, from not being parented and nurtured
properly. But now I know that with Divine love all is possible and will allow
us to live life, which is love, and to love each other, which is life. I will
be stronger and just do it.
Forgive me for my unconscious re-actions, I promise that they will be no more.
Live Love
Love Life
Forever and ever...together
C. Casey wrote a book titled "How to make
the Gods work for you", but 'ask' seems more humble and an easier route
into the inner sanctum of the universal energies that make up our universe.
Knock and someone will answer, ask and you will receive a reply, a gift, a
miracle. Miracle, only because we do not understand it or how it works, but it
does work, for everyone, no matter what the request, just be ready to hear the
answer and deal with any karma you might make for yourself.
The Gods we are talking of here, are the planetary ones that oversee what is going on in each planet's energy system and the ones that have being loving us since it all began. We once knew them well, but since falling asleep, we have lost contact with them, lost touch with those energies. Each aspect of, or more to the point manifestation of our Creator, commonly known as God, has an energy that first of all is within us here and now in some shape of form, and secondly it can be awoken and used to heal us to help us and it really does love us. It really is up to each and every one of us to seek it out and find what we can do to make ourselves better and then be all that we can be.
The funny thing is that we do it every night. While our body sleeps our soul goes into the astral world to do what it must and teach us things that we need to know. Remember the soul will only allow us to deal with that which we can handle, and the mind will only believe that which we have accepted. So there is no need to worry about the unconscious part that the soul does every night. Then as we move along to a more conscious process of astral traveling such as projection and in advanced cases, at will, we need to first make sure that we are prepared. As the ego is mostly in charge of our minds, we do not necessarily understand the magnitude of what can happen, what we can influence, and the ramifications of these actions. We can help out a lot either to ourselves or those who allow us to help them, and we can also go or do things that we are not ready for as we did not do our homework first. Most of us are still in elementary school with all of this and need to study more so that we are ready for the change to high school.
Therefore, we must firstly understand our motives, (or those of the ego) and find out what we are trying to do and why. Secondly we must always state that it be 'Within Universal Karmic Harmony' for if we forget this part then we may inadvertently affect something that could have a karmic action needing to be re-balanced. Thirdly we need to have our own inner safety switch or valve that is like an escape hatch, 'just in case'. This would be something like the Lord's Prayer for protection, which may simply end up being us (our soul) protecting ourselves from ourselves (our egos). Fourthly we can ask for help in the practice from any of the entities that we believe and love that are just waiting to help us. It could be J.C. or it might be Anael prince of astral light, etc.; you choose whom you are comfortable with.
Ask for guidance in what you are trying to do and be clear about it, or they may not understand how to best help you. They are not God doing the helping, just a servant. So with clarity of mind and purity of heart, seek to envision yourself attaining your mission through them. See yourself traveling as you wish throughout the universe and understanding the gnosis of what you seek. As you start to fall asleep keep repeating to yourself that you will remember astral traveling when you wake up and keep practicing until you have it. Persistence always pays off.
Believe it or not it is right
inside of you now. It always has been, is and forever will be. You just may not
be awaken or conscious to it fully. It has been very well described that 'God
is love' at its highest level of vibration and life is living that love. So all
we need do is live love and we will be living life at its highest vibrational
level. We will be our inner soul's God, manifested. If you are skeptical, then
contemplate the following:
For x number of years you have lived the way you have, struggled the way you
have and coped with the way you have. You have chosen, consciously or not to be
exactly where you are. Thank yourself for you. You are O.K. in the eyes of your
supreme being. You are on your path to enlightenment, when you do not forget
your soul. Given that you are not seeking the Holy Grail, which is already in
you and not yet awake, try vibrating at a higher level than you have. As
everything we know (and don't know) is energy, it vibrates. Even egos vibrate,
usually faster than our soul for they do not think per se, they just re-act,
based upon some pre-conditioned programmed behavior pattern that we made over a
given time line. Just remember that just because you may not believe it, it
does not mean that it is not true. Consciousness has different levels and
degrees.
So try vibrating. At a faster rate than you have been doing up till now and see what happens. Be conscious of God our Creator and all that has been done for us. Do not get hooked on semantics. Just try and be conscious of the vibrating. Then the lights will start to go on and while bickering of the egos may start from time to time, do not stop. Just allow yourself the joy of flowing with the universe instead of against it. Allow yourself to be part of the universe and it will allow you to be a director of it sometimes (known as synchronicity) and thus do the will of universal karmic harmony for that is within your reach, if you choose it to be so, so will it be.
As you vibrate you will raise your conscious and thus be more aware of all that you do and that you should do. You will have a closer connection with your loved ones and that itself will help you develop that deep inner part of you which is unconditional love and therefore universal God.
Love is what it is all about. Don’t ever kid yourself or let someone try to tell you otherwise. The love we are talking of is of course, unconditional in all aspects and most of all it is conscious. For how can we really love if we are not really conscious? Try by asking your spouse, friend and children what love is and you will get as many answers as there are their numerous matrix of egos. For most of us are unconscious to ourselves and thus unconscious to the other. Unconscious in the sense that we do not really know what makes them tick, only what egos we can please with this and that, or which ones we can agitate with that and this, but not as far as love goes. Pure love that is and always will be truthful and divine. They will talk of what the TV taught them or what they saw in a movie. They may talk of the spiritual side or part, but look a little confused about this. All of these answers are pre-packaged by the ego, from growing up with a conditioned cause/effect, action/reaction or stimulus/response. Where is the divinity that it really is? All the great sages, saints, teachers throughout the ages tried to teach us of love, of God, which is what love really is. For in God/love contains the totality of consciousness and life itself without the baggage of the ego weighting it down.
So as you become enlightened/conscious, your virtues transform your egoic responses into a new experience that is quite otherworldly. It becomes what is called transcendental, that is to say it transcends the ego and attains the purity of the soul in its externalization. Love to most people is what mom or dad or other adults did to us. Thus, with their pre-conditioned responses or with their own egoic situations problems etc; they taught us only what they knew and nothing more and then it was up to each of us to find the truth of love, the true meaning and feelings of love. The divinity of it and thus, yes finding God.
To many, love is what is said or felt during the physical ‘love act’ or sex. In many write-ups today we are starting to realize that in most cases the act of ‘making love’ is actually just having sex, like rutting. So we need to revisit our inner mindset and see if we cannot rectify this misunderstanding. Love has been, is and always will be the answer to everything that ails the human soul or spirit or psyche. Conscious love, without putting conditions on it like, 'if you do this or that I will love you', or worst, 'if you don’t do this or that I will not love you', which is all pure egoic garbage. Love is what made us and what propels us forward. God our creator. Love is the energy of the cosmos. Love is divine, as it is the greatest manifestation of the divine. In fact Love is what we are meant to be, God energy itself, living life as the love life for all that it can be. It is up to each and every one of us to maximize this process. It is our only real 'raison d’etre'.
Love is not sexual, as that is for procreation of the animal kingdom. Love is physical when in the greatest energy field and when with the greatest reverence and the greatest respect for each other. In other words if you and your mate profoundly find the divine depth in each other then you will have found true pure love and you will in fact start the dance of the universe. Think about it for a while. Why does having sex only give limited pleasure for a limited time and usually to only one of the two? Why does it leave you tired to want to sleep and why does it make you a little wobbly or unbalanced after or the next day. Your energy was zapped in the mating ritual of rutting. Why? Sexual energy is the energy that makes us live and grow. It also makes weak people strong and strong people weak. For it is used incorrectly. People usually have some inner ulterior motive for having sex other than for being love itself, and thus call it love to camouflage the truth. Thus we always need to make sure that we are communicating with each other, truthfully.
If you where to approach it as really being ‘making conscious pure love’ with God beside you all the way, (remember God is in you and has plans to help you be the best you can be for yourself, for God and your mate and all others) then there would be no sense of an act but of communicating with the divine, in you and in your mate. Sort of like a God making conscious love with a Goddess. Makes you wonder what you have been doing all along. Yet the worst part is that you then really realize what you have been missing, ugh. Thank God, thank you, that you have now awoken to what is really going on inside and what it will bring about is nothing less than miracles. It is said in the holy writings that when two people are of a like mind, with a common goal, having included God in their quest, then the most favorable outcome is assured. For it is the unison of the two energies, the duality of God that is at work, and with this, miracles do happen. Try it and see. With this you will find, improved relationships (you really need that first to get somewhere in trying this all out) improved health, as you will not be trying to steal or lose energy but work with it, and most of all you will be starting to be all that you can be for yourself, God and all others.
So don’t let them say what is love, or did you make love, or I love you, say it always as ‘conscious love, profound, divine, Godly, unconditional as if the cosmos is speaking’. Because in reality it is as you are the creator of your part of the cosmos. So make conscious love, not, 'have sex'.
While we were told that the mythological Gods where male and female, the happiest ones where those who where making conscious love, the ones having sex where always having problems and a lot sadder, even if seemingly more powerful. Things are not always as the appear to be…
In neuro linguistic usage, to us it reads as the CON of a TROL. You know those bad ugly guys from the fairy tales that would trip up and frighten the travelers, especially young innocent girls. As for the con, well let’s face it, it really is because it is not the truth and that is how we are fooled into it.
It has been the most problematic word and action since the beginning of time. Who controls who or who controls what? And yet when we really dig into it, we f