Preface

This book is about us, all of us and of those that we only imagine to be our angelic hierarchies that watch over us, for few of us have had the ecstasy to be conscious after having interfaced with them. Many of us do not want to interface nor communicate with them, and a few of us do not even want to think that they exist. Just because we do not believe something, does not mean that it is not true.

God is everywhere and is everything, known as 'Love'.

We have all heard that said before, but what does it really mean? God is Love we are told, but then what is Love? God, Love, thus the chicken and the egg routine, or a paradox that gives us a headache and turns us away from it all.

God is Love that is unconditional in beauty, truthful in all manners and conscious of the justice of it all.

God is not wrathful, God does not have favorites, nor is impudent of anything. God is our creator having made the cosmos of Love, balanced energies with a few cosmic 'rules of the game'. Life is a beautiful game that some say is hide and seek with God; we just don't like to admit it as such.

God did not create war, destruction nor evil, God made cosmic rules of balance and we did the rest with the transformation of those energies, for the good and for the not so good of life. And, just as God has many facets to us, each one of us has our own 'soul growth' facet at a different level. We cannot all be in University or Kinder-garden at the same time.

To this end we have written this book that you now anticipating to 'devour' with keenness, in Five parts and some tables. This will allow each one to go into that section which seems the most appropriate, for further investigation. Let your intuition be your guide as to where you want to start.

Each part is a whole unto itself, and is not necessarily put in any order, other than that which we had it pouring out of us as we sat at the laptop and watched our fingers fly across the keyboard. There is a psychological/spiritual section; a section on the higher knowledge or science of ourselves aka 'Gnosis'; a religious section on Jesus the Christ and other ascended masters; a philosophical section (one with humor on our anthropology, or the 'game plan' if you will); and one on fixing it all.

Psychology is scientific and spirituality is not. Spirituality is about our soul and psychology is not. But, when we merge the two, when we go back over the formation of either group, and bring into it the equations the other groups via 'Gnosis', then we start to see our own, inner gnosis and what all this beautiful stuff means. For it is beautiful as it was sent by God and God is everywhere and everything with Love.

During your reading you will find out things about our inner workings that you did not know, that you did not know. You will be amazed, amused and enlightened. Just what life is all about and you may also find out why we are here. There maybe a few tears along the road, but, most importantly you will find that God does in fact exist. That God is in fact everywhere and everything. And, that there is only four words needed to describe God:

Truthful, Conscious, Unconditional LOVE.

Where the soul starts

The world is divided as to weather we have a soul that is of God (eternally evolving) or weather 'this' is it and that is all, thus a soul that is really our mind (egoic).

What about the spirit and ego, how do they all fit in to the picture of what our soul is or is not?

Freud discovered that we are born with what he called the Id, an energy of chaos within us that has yet to be defined, and as we grow we develop the ego and the superego. We have discovered that the Id, is in fact, the seat of the seed of the soul within all humans. It is the primordial chaotic energy that we come back into life with. Back into life, because, we do spend a number of lives here on earth testing ourselves and growing into whatever we choose with our own free will to be. It is a sort of homing beacon back to God the Creator whom we will call 'OM' so that we do not get mixed up with the deities of other cultures that are various manifestations of God the Creator, yet are called God none-the-less. This beacon is in varying states of operation in each person, depending on the circumstances of the soul's lives and actions since it was made by 'OM'. There literally is a spot, a space in the astral dimension, the dimension of ether, where a record is kept of our soul's life, sort of like it's own biography.

When we are born, we have had our judgment/review day between the last life and this one, we have seen all the things from our previous lives and been able to focus and what else we need to learn and do in order to regain our angelic state that we lost aeons ago. We won't go into the cosmogony of it here, but we where all once angelic beings and got stuck playing here. Our judgment from what is known as the Mysteries of the Light, requires from us, as with all soul's regardless of where they are, that karma be rebalanced by ourselves, in the reborn life. We, our soul that is, penetrate the physical body and resides in or becomes the Id. As Fate is the cosmic comptroller of Karma, we are given a cup of forgetfulness (the main condition of being reborn here) of all that we saw between lives, as our psyche could not stand the stress that we would be under being fully aware of all those things. The situation gets a little more complicated by the fact that we have to pay penitence for our sins, as most of us do not want to think of things like that, but that is not the focus of this part of the book to cover that area. Suffice to say that the word chastisement does not start in the physical realm. Fate places within us, within our psyche what is known as guides that follow us throughout our life, helping us to do what needs to be done and extracting penitence when we don't pay it up voluntarily. It is all just part of the system that is place for a various number of reasons covered in other parts of the book. Suffice to say that we have a soul that is X number of lives old and is still trying to 'get it right'.

Ed.n. Since writing this material I was privileged to assist in the editing of a book on Quantum Physics to be published in the future. For those of you that are looking for more detail on the workings of the soul etc. and would appreciate the 'scientific' points can read 'The GranUniVerse' by Mike Spirit and you will find exactly what you have been looking for. This book correlates well with my writings, giving the detailed Quantum Physics coverage to it all.

'Getting it right' comes down to understanding that 'OM' is love, which is unconditional, truthful (without any lies) and conscious. Once we understand, embrace and start to live this aspect ourselves, then all starts to be unveiled to us. This has been the hardest thing to understand and accept by mankind since the beginning, which, is covered in more detail in other parts of the book. Suffice to say that we have a soul that knows God exists everywhere as everything and can understand God as 'OM', which is Love.

With these main points, (rebirth, karma and Love) we now have the understanding of the soul. As for the spirit, it is the energy mix of our brain and our soul; it is the stronger of two forms. Unfortunately for most of us we live 97% as our brain, or our neurological organism, which is in reality just our egos as in the egos and sins, process. We do not live our virtues and thus negate 'OM' as we consider ourselves to be God and we are the 'be all and end all'. The spirit is thus a counterfeit spirit that was put into place by Fate to help us with the work we have to do so that we can play in the game and what some call the movie of Life.

Our soul is of the energy of the 'OM', which we all know can neither be created nor destroyed, but only transformed. Once we humble our mind to the fact that we are not creators but transformers, then, we have room in the inn for God to manifest. The more we grow our soul, the more we know 'OM', which is really the reason that we exist. We are here and now to test all that we have learned and been since our soul was created, but where we are all going is up to each and everyone of us.

The Formative Years

We are born with the seed of the soul asleep inside the Id, we have our spirit guide from Fate that actually comes and goes within our mind (while we sleep) until we are about 5 years old, which at that point the system requires that it stays put. This is the part of us that moves out into the astral world each time we sleep as only the physical body needs sleep, not the spirit. Just remember all those strange things you heard and saw as a child, or that your own children have told you about and we all just say it is nonsense and not true and thus from the child's point of view, they must be lying, not really understanding the word lie nor what they are doing that is not right.

This point we will come back to later as to why and how come we (adults) lie.

As Freud explained and is considered generally accepted childhood growth, we go through various stages of learning to breathe (this really helps) cry for and receive food, distinguish shapes, cry for the shape we want (mom and food), suck, grasp and all the various processes of bodily functions and exploration of ourselves. Within these stages there is one that is called 'narcissism', whereby the child is thinking it is God and that all around them are at its' command. This stage more than any of the others is the one that if not properly grown through causes problems later on in adolescence and adulthood. Within this stage is that of feeding, toilet training and love. This is where the problems of self-esteem come from, where the greed comes from and thus the beginning of what many of us might shiver at, evil. We recommend that you read up on it and understand it for yourself.

When the child is first born it requires food and warmth, both which we will all gladly associate with the basic action of love. As it receives this love, it grows steadily into what it has worked out that it needs to do between lives and with the stamp of approval from Fate. The family that it is born into is reflective of and depends upon the lessons that need to be learned. Unfortunately, later in life the child will most assuredly say, regardless of it's circumstances, I really did not want such and such to happen, why me? Because you and Fate choose it without which we end up with mayhem as everybody wants to be what the other is.

Now this child is requiring daily care and love. The daily care on the simplistic things is like changing a diaper, but there is no real love in that, per se. Then it could be being fed, and the love there wares off once the child realizes that the parents have to feed it as all people get fed. So the only spot for love is in the parenting, in the nurturing of the physical child on the outside, but one that also has a soul on the inside.

We generally teach them some good manners that we consider to be enough for their needs, such as share your toys, don't fight, hug your sister or brother as well as, if you are not nice then mommy/daddy can't love you anymore etc. Funny thing is that at this point the child has heard the words I love you said to it, but it does not really understand the meaning, except that it has a good feeling with it, sort of like adults having sex, I am having a good feeling therefore, I love you. Yet, this in and of itself is not the love of the soul. You told the child that your love was conditional if she/he is not nice. As you go about your hectic day, the child is placed or given over to someone else to baby-sit while you go about making money or some other important adult action. The child senses separation and this has its' good and bad points. However, as the child is now just a commodity of sorts, the quality of love, if any is weak. Yet, the parenting goes on, but this time with usually a different approach than mommy and daddy use.

The child is mixed up and is getting two sets of signals as to what the word love means and what the actions associated with it and parenting are. Yet the child will survive thanks to the inner mechanisms of the mind and the ego-superego. The Id at this point is still for the better part asleep and is waiting for someone to help it wake up. Along comes the age of kinder-garden when there is hope of new learning and maybe even Sunday school, which will definitely be of help to the soul. Perhaps the patterns from either Sunday school or grade school will not be sustained at home, as all are busy with a multitude of things, yet the child is getting some type of nurturing. Love at this point has found its' way into a part of the actions that are not shall we say 'soulful', but more for the protection and subsistence of the child.

By now, we also see the development of the child's characteristics clearly. We know that it does this like mommy and that like daddy and that like the sibling, cousin or friend. That is exactly right, the child has repeated the patterns of the parent, both the conscious ones and the unconscious ones. Those that we would like to pass on and those we don't want to pass on. Worst yet, is that if the problem at the narcissistic stage was not noticed and corrected, the child will also have setup an inner protection mechanism that helps it survive those things that the soul would usually use to guide them through, if it was functioning and awake. Many even say that it is the soul that sets up various protection mechanisms that allow it to survive. This is off as it is the spirit that sees what is going on and tries it's best with the help of Fate to protect the soul.

The child is now integrated into society and has started to live the cultural controls and the family ones as well. The child starts to develop the superego of 'morals and beliefs' that will stay with it most of its' life, and in too many cases, haunt them.

We have to remember that we can only give the child what we have, and what we are perhaps aware of that we are lacking. Yet as the saying goes: 'most people do not know that they do not know, about this or that', meaning that it is as the blind leading the blind, with all of us trying so hard to convince ourselves that we had such a good childhood and it would be ok for our child to be the same and, just to be sure I will make sure things will be better. If we do not have our soul awaken, how can we help the child awaken theirs'? Just ask yourself and your friends if you would like your child to live, think and experience exactly everything that you did, and be ready for some surprises.

We all mean well with our children, just as the path to hell is paved with good intentions. Consciousness of ourselves' is needed in order to help the child and Love is the only answer. If you do not love yourself enough about this or that, then how can you expect to love someone else, even a child? You can protect it as you have been protecting yourself, but not love. And remember that while Love does have many manifestations, there is only one meaning, that of being conscious, truthful and unconditional in each and every application.

So now we are faced with a child that is seemingly ok from our point of view and from its' own point of view as well. Now is the time for one of the hardest questions: "what would 'OM' say" if 'OM' came down to you and the child right now and were to tell you all about that child's soul development, its' exposure to the virtues of life, the beauty of life and most of all to unconditional truthful conscious love?

Did the child become exposed to those things that you are ashamed of?

Would 'OM' say that you did in fact parent the child's soul?

Or did you place, albeit innocently, qualifications and conditions on these things with the child?

Has the child seen you do this or that, devoid of virtues, with others even if or when you did not think the child was being aware?

Has the child learned the dos and don'ts of life, both from the point of man and that of the point of 'OM'?

Because without these things, how can the soul be germinated, fed and grow in nurturing and parenting?

We all feed the physical body in whatever manner we choose and feel it suffices. Yet, we are not all that often feeding the soul, as we are too busy working and doing adult things, and justifying to ourselves that we will get to it when we start to do yoga, meditate, and read spiritual books. Yet how can we just do a few hours here and there and believe it is enough. Remember how long it took to understand math and science. How many hours per day for how many years when we were young and like sponges just sopping it all up. Try it now and see what would happen with all of our preconceived notions and fixed opinions that is our egoic mind. The brain is playing its' cassette in our head that it made as a child and unless we stop and rewrite it, we will never get to feeding our soul.

As the child grows in the grade school years, it tests boundaries and starts the rebellion process that will peak in the teen years. All of us have to learn to fly with our own wings, if we have any, or if we were fed to grow them that is. The wings are of our soul, not of our mind as the soul is free but the mind is not. The mind during this stage has been formed and modeled into what the system (parents and society) wanted it to become. Only the courage and the stamina of the soul can override this tape that has been written and is replaying all the time.

By being exposed to many other children, the child is hopefully exposed to a variety of cultural backgrounds in order to appreciated and understand the diversity of our world, and thus its unified Totality. With this exposure also comes the risk of being contaminated by those with fewer virtues than our own, thus conflicting with or even negating the good things learned at home. This then sends to child into another circle of doubt of this and that, while the soul is still helpless to help as the child has yet to germinate it, or at least really grow it into that which can help protect them by making the child conscious of what is going on here and there.

As with all things there is good and bad (until we transcend it all), so with the exposure to the other cultures and ways, we hope instead of praying that the child has the understanding to know how to keep the good and reject the bad. Yet if we or our spouse or the other child rearing ones did not have enough understanding, then how can we, or anyone have given it to our children? Mostly likely we have not and thus Fate will come into play guiding the child to rebalance karma the hard way, while at other times collecting good things for good actions. Don't think that it is a one-way street. Life is full of Love 'OM' that all things balance out in the end towards the side of love, not away from it.

Many children by this time are starting to learn that love and physical good feelings are tied in, that when an adult says to another 'I love you' there is some physical aspect in the meaning. When the grandparents say it to the child it usually means that I have something for you if you come close so that I can get a hug, steal a kiss and give it too you, bad breath and all. The children have learned from their own natural growth of the pleasure principal, but have yet to be exposed to it, unless due to some older person inadvertently exposing the situation, purposely exposing the situation or abusing in some form and then consoling with 'I love you' after the pain.

This is also of older siblings etc where most of the so-called 'sex education' comes from. As with just about everything in life, there is

ALL SOULS NEED PARENTING

Preface

Dedication

Where the soul starts

The Formative Years